College Diary-5th Entry

We've totally ended up having sex everyday, even trying different things like a strap on, though Morgan doesn't like giving it that way- only I do.  But she likes taking it, which is cool. 

After a few weeks, Morgan was acting weird, though.  She would still have sex with me but wasn't as talkative.  I finally got her to start talking.  She started to get angry which freaked me out then she calmed down.  Basically she wants me to admit that we are a couple.  A lesbian couple.  And not just best friends and roommates messing around.  She started crying a little.  I didn't want to say we were a couple at first.  Not being defined kind of made it more fun--almost like our secret thing.  Our secret fun.  But she said she really needed me to admit it. That it was basically true. 

She was right and I didn't want her to be sad anymore.  So I admitted it.  I said that, yes, we were a couple.

I felt weird saying that out loud like that to her and it seemed like for the first couple of days something should be different but then I realized that was just my weird prejudice.  Morgan and I had been growing close this whole time.  And I do think she's hot.  I like to lick on her-- wow THAT sounds super lesbian! 

I don't know.  I don't know what I am.  We didn't go join LGBT club or anything.  We still have our friends and hang out with each other's friends.  But now we kiss sometimes when we're out with others.  And everyone seems cool with it so far.  They were a little surprised about me but I guess not about Morgan.  I guess she had been out for awhile but I didn't really know.  She never brought it up and I never thought to ask.  And since she didn't have any girls come over or anything I just didn't know.  All I know is that she makes me come really, really hard many times every single day.  And I like hanging out with her--she's my best friend.

That's good enough for now.

Actually, I'm in kind of a good place.  I'm not sure I'll need to use this journal anymore.  Hopefully not.  Maybe I'll erase it. 

[The end, for now] 

College Diary- 4th Entry

So then we switched and I had my first experience going down on a girl.  I suppose it is kind of a college rite of passage--it was bound to happen sometime.  But this was totally naturally.  We were just pleasuring each other- showing affection.  It was so hot and also kind of sweet.  And bizarre- I can't deny that.  I've only ever been with guys.  I guess it was the newness that was bizarre. 

I didn't know what I was doing.  I just tried to copy what she did to me.  Morgan was very sweet and moaned a lot for me. 

I started out just licking and fingering.  I was really getting into it and kind of lost myself sometimes.  Then I would remember and try to change positions, move my hands and tongue around, to keep it interesting for her.  She seemed really into it, but I don't know for sure. 

After twenty minutes I got the vibrator and started doing the same thing to her, angling it up inside her pussy.  I tried to be real gentle though because I didn't know how much she could take and I really didn't want to hurt her.  But she was kind of moving her hips up and down as I would pull the vibrator out.  And she was still so wet.  Her juices tasted good.  Like nothing I have ever tasted before.

She kept moving her hips up and down the whole time.  I guess I was doing something right because she stayed so wet the whole time.  Everything was very slick.  And I was getting all hot again from licking her.  And I guess from kind of fucking her with the vibrator.  It was just so hot.

She was moaning louder and louder.  And her hips were moving faster.  She was almost bucking.  I had to try hard to keep tempo with her.  I could tell she was getting close.  And so was I.  I wanted to to use one of my hands to finger myself but I didn't want to stop rubbing and fucking and licking her.  She was so turned on.  It was awesome. 

And then she came.

I didn't realize it was happening at first until everything started slowing down and her cries turned back into moans.  Then I could see a tiny bit of her pink pussy muscles spasming around the vibrator.  It was the most beautiful thing. 

I pulled the vibrator out and licked her juices up.  I couldn't get enough. 

Honestly, I was relieved.  I had actually made her come.  I guess I was nervous about that. 

So that was our really unexpected first time together.

I'll write again later. 

Thanks for reading!